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so tired, tired of waiting . . . I just had a really amazing conversation with Lee about relationships and expectations and fears. I told him a lot of things that I've been thinking about lately but keeping inside. It was truly wonderful to be able to talk to him about these things; I feel like we have reached some kind of understanding. In can't even begin to explain how wonderful it felt to be able to speak honestly with him. I shouldn't have kept so much inside and I won't again anytime soon. We both know where the other person is at right now and that's a wonderful feeling. He honestly never ceases to amaze me in his capactiy for understanding and empathy. I feel much, much better about things in general. I miss him a lot right now. I guess I kind of underestimated just how tough being apart again was going to be.
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