Get my away from here I'm dying . . .
21 January 2005 3:43 pm
At the library listening to the Arcade Fire again. This is becoming my new hangout. I'm thinking about striking up a conversation with the match.com guys soon. I bet they're nice. Anyway, things . . .
I can't handle this cold anymore. It's ridiculous!
I got a haircut which looks pretty good if a little shorter than I expected.
I need to stop calling people long distance. My parents are going to fucking kill me when they get the bill.
I went into the city on Wednesday and it was fantastic. God, I miss NY. I really really wish I were moving back there rather than Boston but for now Boston just makes sense. NY will just have to wait another two years. sigh.
I love my best friend.
I took a two hour nap yesterday out of boredom. How sad is that?
I have been thinking a lot lately about relationships and marriage and man if I'm not more confused than I ever have been on where I stand regarding those types of things and what I want and expect in the long run.
I leave for Boston in 10 days. The apartment I'm going to be living in is in my favorite part of Cambridge right near three clubs/bars I used to frequent. I can't wait even though Boston ain't no New York. hmpf.
Even though I'm excited I've been all over the pace emotionally lately. I'm scared, excited, lonely, nervous, angry, very sad, confused, hopeful, and desperate. It's been horrible here lately and I just hope that things work out for me in Boston. I've had a really rough year and just feel like I deserve a break or something. I don't know.
I can't wait to go see the Arcade Fire. I haven't been this excited about a show since Pixies. It's going to be the jam.
I'm going to try to buy tickets to The Futureheads show for Kevin, his honey, and I again today. I tried yesterday but ticketmaster was being very weird.
Lee is out dancing tonight and I'm very jealous. Damn.
I pust too much wax in my hair this morning. It's a little stiff.
I lonly listen to the oldies station when I'm driving and I sing along loudly.
I've been listening to a lot of Belle and Sebastian lately.
I'm fucking sick and tired of Long Island
I've gotta go and get some actually work done now. 10 days just 10 more days - at least that's what I keep telling myself.
